Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Thursday, 4 May 2017

Broken Dreams Part 1

Hello everyone and welcome back to my blog I hope you enjoy reading this. Its the first part of a short story I am writing. I've never done anything like this before so please let me know what you think in the comments below.

Chapter One Emelia's Point Of View 

" Emelia come on your going to be late!" Mum bellowed from downstairs, it's like she doesn't understand how I can't go to my first ever day at college and look a total mess. My house is literally a Mad zone its only a tiny four bedroom, well my rooms more like a closet,terraced house and It's bad enough she's moved in her new fancy man Alex and his snotty twin daughters Candice and Melissa, I swear Mum loves them more then me. There only 13 but think they are so much older and taking over all my personal space like hello this is my house! I do sit and wonder though what it must be like to have a twin, another you someone by your side all the time. Then there's my gorgeous little brother Cameron his only six months old and still in my Mum's room, he's her and Alex's baby. I preferred it before he moved in and it was just Mum, Cammie and me.
  "EMELIA COME ON! Your making everybody late poor Alex will be late for work and the girls for school COME ON!" Eurgh Alex this Alex that! "I'M COMING! YOUR BRATTY BABY KEPT ME UP ALL NIGHT" I didn't mean that I loved Cammie so much he literally was the apple of my eye. I decided to wear a pair of jeans that actually still fit me, I've put so much weight on over the school holidays hardly anything fits anymore, a baby pink top with lace round the top and my Pink butterfly sandals with my gorgeous new bag that I managed to persuade Mum to buy me from Primark. After finally getting through the obstacles in my way i.e. the bratz mess all over the floor I made it into my mums room to kiss my little Cammie. He looked so gorgeous laying all wrapped up with no care in the world, I could stand and stare at him all day. " Jessica! She's in your room waking Cameron up" At the door was brat number 1 Candice, i pick up my bag and quietly close the door giving her a dirty look before making my way downstairs.
  "At Last! What was taking you so long? You better not have woke cameron up his been up all night!? " Why does she always take her side over mine! " Why are you listening to her I went in and gave him a kiss! My god you would rather I wasn't here wouldn't you so you could carry on your perfect little life!" Tears tickled my face once again for the thousandth time since HE moved in! " Don't be so ridiculous Em and go to college! Good Luck Sweetheart" I move closer and hug her why can't things just go back to how they always were or even better back to a time where my dad was in it. I don't remember my dad at all, I've never even seen a photo of him and Mum won't talk about him at all. All I have is a ring that I never take off, a gorgeous 10 ct gold ring with a small diamond in the middle with my initial it even looks like it should belong to a set, the gruesome twosome are forever trying to get their hands on it!
  Alex drives a ford focus you know the really old kind it barely fits us all in before let alone now Cameron's here! I squeeze into the back next to the Gruesome Twosome's Best Friend Tasha who  I swear is worse then them if that's possible! " Like not being funny Miss scruffy pants who's never going to get a boyfriend you've not only made me and cand late but Tash too your so out of order!" Miss Scruffy Pants really? You try living on my non existent budget! "Shut up you stupid ugly monster". "JESSICA DON'T YOU EVER SPEAK TO THE GIRLS LIKE THAT AGAIN OR YOU CAN GET OUT AND WALK! I'm kind enough to give you a lift I do not appreciate you abusing my little girls" OMG as if, was he completely deaf to what she had just said but once again it's me in the wrong. I wait till the car comes to a stop at the traffic lights and jump out the car, it wasn't too far from here to my new college and a moment longer in that car I would have gone crazy. Not once did he even shout after me just silence before speeding off.
  My new college was ten times bigger then my old secondary school and standing outside of it now was so scary, I was the only one of my friends to go to this college the rest stayed on for sixth form but Mum wanted me to go here so I could pick Cameron up after nursery each day. Finally, I found my form room I opened the door slowly nervous of who was inside the room. A group of boys are obsessing over three plastic looking girls in the corner who are just looking at me dirty looks, one of the girls slightly smiling before whispering in their clique. At the front of the room by the window is a empty chair next to a quiet girl I sit down in silence. "Hi,I'm Grace you know that lot are talking about you don't you" I look behind my shoulder and notice them staring while one of the boys is on the phone "Nah seriously babe it's well freaky it's like a geeky you...seriously Saph" At that I turn and look away " I'm Emilia, Let them it doesn't matter" Mrs Ferrows walks in a tall stern looking woman and starts taking the register "It's because you freakily look like Sapphire the queen bee"  I look over at Grace why would I look so freakily like this girl at that moment I turn my attention to the classroom door and all of the sudden it's like I'm looking at my reflection or my Mum's it's like this girl is a slimmer, prettier and perfect version of myself.


To be continued....

Thursday, 19 January 2017

New Years Resolutions

Hello everyone! I am so excited to be back in the blogging world it has been far to long since I have last posted, I have been super busy over the last few months and have had no time what so ever to blog. This year I am going to be posting a post every Sunday and Wednesday. Before I started to blog again I wanted to brainstorm some ideas for new posts. I hope you have all been well I can not believe we are in the middle of January already time is flying by! Christmas this year was lovely and I got spoilt rotten I will be posting about what I got soon, I know its late but it's better late then never!

Now that's over with and your all a bit more up to date, my first post is all about what new years resolutions I have made this year so I hope you all enjoy reading this!

1) To blog more and regularly

This is something I really struggle with as you know I can go months without blogging, sometimes because I have completely run out of ideas or majority of the time it's simply the fact that I haven't got the time now I work full time. I'm going to make myself more organised this year and have a proper schedule for posting.

2) Make a Youtube Channel

This is something I am dying to try out I have already got a channel but I literally made one post. This time I want to go all out and make it the best I can which is going to involve a lot of thinking and planning but I'm determined to get there.

3) To go abroad on holiday

This might sound like a strange one but believe it or not I have never been abroad and to be honest it hasn't ever been something I was particularly interested in until now. I really have the urge to go!!! At the moment I am really fancying the idea of Barcelona or Italy. Where would you guys recommend?

4) Loose Weight

Now this one appears every year but I really am determined this year I know I can do it! i've done it before it just takes a lot of patience and determination, and to be fair I have already lost 12lb and I only started last Wednesday!

5) Learn to drive

I am determined to pass my test this year it will be so much more freedom and it will be so lovely to go wherever I want with ease and not waiting around in the cold for buses or trains.

6) Save Money

This is another one that always appears on my new years resolutions and I fail miserably at but you never know I might actually achieve this.

7) Get a Boyfriend 

Well now this is cheesy but it's about time Mr Prince Charming comes out of hiding surely?!?! lol

I hope 2017 is good to you all and let me know what your resolutions are in the comments and don't forget to follow!


Lots of Love 

Soph

xoxo